The day broke out. I was still in bed. It was the last day of National Day.

The world was a chilled hollow of dead white and faint blues. The gloomy light that came trough the windows was very queer, and it contrived to make me uncomfortable. I don’t know when I began to live in a no dream situation. These mornings I kept myself in the bed without doing anything just lying and thinking nothing.

Every time I’m longing to see the sunshine. It seems that the sun gives me power. However, the weather became hot and dry but no sunshine. Summer has gone, autumn is in and how could winter far away? Life is nothing without sunny day. Everything seemed meaningless for me.

There is an old saying, it’s sunny if there were a sun in your heart even if it’s rainy outside; if not, everything is the same. I don’t know what’s up in my own world now.The latter, maybe.

Maybe I stayed in the bed too long so that I felt tired. Candy gave me a phone call, asked me to open my computer and check my e-mail box. She always does things like wind, sometimes I can’t bear her temper. I had to get down from my bed. Summer Palace, Heaven of Temple, Great Wall, Imperial Palace, Tian’anmen Square: magnificent sights and beautiful smile. I found so many photographs in my box. It seemed that she had gone to Beijing this National Day. I stared at the familiar scenery and I felt something lost in my heart at that time. Once, my direction was there. I saw a girl with a terrible face in my mirror when watched it. I wondered who she was but she only answered me with a question: “What are you going to drop? Your dream? ” Something gushed out my heart.

It reminds me of “three days to see”, written by Helen Keller: Sometimes I have thought it would be an excellent rule to live each day as if we should die tomorrow. Such an attitude would emphasize sharply the values of life. We should live each day with a gentleness, a vigor, and a keenness of appreciation which are often lost when time stretches before us in the constant panorama of more days and months and years to come. But how’s my recent life, I myself didn’t want to know what I was thinking of.

   Finishing the business of splashing and brushing and dressing, I went out to have meal. I haven’t had a good meal for several days. The sun began to show his half face. Everything is changing. The gloomy sky has gone away and the world became lighter. Everyone in the street looked happy. I went into a small restaurant and watched the TV in waiting my ordered. An old man in common looking stood on the stage and sang a classical song in a way that was out of tune and nobody can stop him. Everybody in the restaurant felt nonsense about this man, laughing in an unfriendly way. So did I. The famous anchorperson Li yong went out at that moment, which made me surprised. How could this kind of program walked on the stage of CCTV? “……my dearest audience, here’s our special time for you-------Try your dream with courage! Thanks for your attention. Everybody has dreams, some of them failed while the other really on the way. If you have dreams, do like this old gentleman, never be afraid of. Just do it with your courage, or else one day you’ll regret. Maybe succeed and maybe failure, however, everything is decided by yourself……” I was shocked not because his splendid words but the feeling of how foolish I am!

    When I was young my dreams lie out in front of me, there for the taking and out my plans seem so clear. But it never could have predicted the course that my life would take. Though my life isn’t always turn out the way I plan then, but life is what happens when embracing the unexpected. Life is mine. I cannot change the length of my life; however, I can enrich it!

I went out the room and confronted a long glare. The sun totally came out. The world change again. I raised my face, looking at the sun and feeling different at all.

I stand in full sunshine like Martin Luther king, Jr. and I smile to myself confidently: I also have a dream, that is, one day I’ll be there!